心の蓝莲花

没有什么能够阻挡
你对自由的向往
天马行空的生涯
你的心了无牵挂

穿过幽暗的岁月
也曾感到彷徨
当你低头地瞬间
才发觉脚下的路

心中那自由地世界
如此的清澈高远
盛开着永不凋零

蓝莲花

Today, the Dragon Boat Festival, no funny ,no sunshine, no blessing, no boat ,no...... you see, i have nothing but the crying . When can I run away from this HOME in conptemt of heaven and hell ? Yee, Exactly , where is the guy who i waiting for ? I have not seen the 'Blue Lotus' , can I have the chance ? D , will you still remember ? will you with me on my road ? Thus, i was burining with love ,without an object , and it is this state , perhaps , that is most exhausting. Restless? Indeed, I was tormented by the hopless condition of the boring life around me, the noisy home , the confusion of mind. Why you left from me ? Why not answer ? Since that morning , i see my happy days forever passed , i only conceived it possible for them to end when my own end came. Nothing was wanting to the blow which fell upon me to make it overwhelming ,you see ? And you , only laughted at me ! I tried to forget you , tried to find means of consolation , but in vain , what i did . A great sorrow does not torture us when i have just committed it , but long afterwards , when we recall it to mind; for the remembrance of it never dies . Why God couldn't give me the springboard to change the condiction ? For love , who are not agreedy of it ? Clearly , i see , You are not of service to confort me , not of service to love me , D. Or it is't fair to you . You are freedom , and so am I . You belong to yourself , not me . That was what i ever said to you , and the way of what i treat for love. Freedom is very much more important than love , for you and me .
Now , I will tried my best to pass THE BAD CONDICTION , with myself .